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Alex.
The hardest thing to do, at least for me, is fine the right words to say. I knew I could never do that in person, even with a stupid script in front of me. So, I present you with the script instead. I hope you don't mind.
It's very hard to describe my feelings toward you, probably because I've never felt them with anyone else before. I don't know what to say to make you understand, but I'll try. I apologize if it sounds weird.
Just like how Abby Shoop was the best thing that happened to you, you were the best thing that ever happened to me. After all the things that's happened in my life (that you would have known about if you read my memoir like you were supposed to), you made me realize that I was deserving of better things, like long walks, cuddling on couches, watching movies, romantic dinners, prom dates, slow dances, nights under glowing fireworks, warm naps, laughter, and most of all, love.
No matter how hurt I am now, I do not want to turn back time and trade anything back. I want to thank you for all the happiness you gave me, every smile you put on my face, and every kiss that touched my lips. Thank you for the 280 days I will never regret spending, and having, with you.
Alex, I loved you more than anyone I had ever come across. You mended my torn heart that was broken by friends that walked out on me, dozens of crushes that rejected me, and so much more, Thank you for that. I'm not perfect, but you made me feel like I was, because when I was with you I felt like my flaws seized to exist. You were like my best friend I could tell anything to. Even my deepest secrets.
I loved you for many reasons. I wish I could explain the exact reason why, but it's too late for that now, huh? I don't know what to do with all the photos of us that I can't bring myself to delete. I can't bring myself to throw away all the things you've given me, especially Gordy. I can't bring myself to rip away the pages of my diary that have you, either. Let's hope I can one day.
I don't know when I'll ever find love again, how many rejections I'll have to face again, or how long I'll spend feeling empty without you, but I hope one day someone like you will walk into my life again and treat me like how you once did. I want to feel whole again someday, so please wish me the best of luck. I'm scared because you're all I know, but I'll try my best. I want you to do the same with your romantic endeavors.
Alex, more than anything, I want you to have an amazing, wonderful life, and I truly wish for you to find an amazing woman that will love you and cherish you even more than I once had. I want you to grow old with her, have those kids the doctors doubted you could have, and become successful in your career. I know all these things will happen to you, because you are an amazing human being. I hope you find all the answers you search for. Go forth and make a name for yourself! You will do it, and be proud.
The first of August... you were right. We wouldn't work out. And I can't look pass many things. But I couldn't let it end so abruptly, so suddenly. I wasn't ready for it. But with these thoughts out, I can go now. It gets really hard to breathe sometimes, a lot of things I do remind me of you, and sometimes it makes me nauseated and I feel like throwing up, and you've seen how I react to that. But I'm ready to go now.
Goodbye and thank you for everything. I know that I will never forget you, and I hope that, if reincarnation exists, that you and I will meet again in another, better life.
You told me to live in the moment, and to not think about the eight months in the future, because even if it only lasted eight months, it would have been a better, happy, and amazing eight months. And you were right. These past nine months have had some of the happiest moments of my life, and thank you for being part of them.
Goodbye now.
Jennifer.
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Awwww this was one of the most beautiful things I have ever read. But you are one of the best people I know, and I know for a fact that there is that one special person out there. Just waiting for you~
I'm sorry to hear about this, but you will make it through. And you do have an amazing life ahead of you
You're beautiful, talented, and so very kind. The world saves such a special purpose for a person like you~
I'm sorry to hear about this, but you will make it through. And you do have an amazing life ahead of you
You're beautiful, talented, and so very kind. The world saves such a special purpose for a person like you~